As I develop a deeper sense of myself, everyday, I realize also that i get stuck in patterns and habits of old. Thoughts, opinions, behaviours, become apparent when i search deeper within as to who i am, what is my purpose, and why.
The human condition is a complex array of thoughts, emotions and feelings. This does induce in many the extreme emotions of anxieties and fears. As i delve deeper within self, consciously, i feel a sense of deep purpose and passion. Working to understand my thoughts and emotions is only just a small part of my overall purpose, but is one that must be known to progress continually with purpose. You see, i believe and feel on purpose when examining the inner esoteric workings of life and existence. To know that i am alive, not only in physical form, but also as an eternal energy consciousness, gives my physical consciousness a deeper sense of purpose and connection to all in existence. To think, even if only for a small moment in time, that when this physical body expires, that I, in consciousness, as a form of energy moves on and continues. This perception gives me hope and reason as to why the many overwhelming thoughts and emotions of my human condition are in fact a passing moment in time. That in the ultimate scheme of my existence, my fears and anxieties, inspirations and happiness are only for my expansion of consciousness.
As for the continued topic of anxieties. Yes at times, life can feel quite hopeless. But to know, that ultimately, it will pass and i will have expanded my consciousness to new levels of understanding.
With this comes the sense of rising above, and being able to look down on my physical situations and know, I am more.