Working on myself i realize that there is a lot to me, more than i knew before. Everday, if, and when i pay attention, i can learn something new. Most of it so subtle that unless i am really and intentionally watching and feeling, i would never have become aware. Most of this is feelings and senses, intuition and or what many people would call gut feelings or 6th sense, I think. I think for myself, i have started to really explore and discover what my intuition is, where it comes from and when it becomes the most apparently in use. I have discovered that many thoughts and feelings have an underlying attachment to a deeper sense of knowing within myself. It is kinda hard to explain, unless one is also working on their own development of intuitive sensing and knowing.
All i can say, is that it can be frustrating because you start sensing what is and what can be in amongst the chaos of the material and physical and it is like knowing that something is there, when physically it is not. But an inner knowing from deep inside, a fragmented memory from an attachment to the higher you, consciousness and to that of the higher worlds of knowledge suddenly come within grasp of your mental cognitive faculties. Yet, they do not. Unless i continue to work on them. Even when there is senseless hoplessness with the world around me, i must continue on as there is no going back.