Why do i do, what i do, when i do not want to do it?
If i do not like doing what i do, then why do i do it?
This seems like crazy talk, the simple answer being, if i do not want to do something that i do not want to do, don’t do it!! Simple right? Not!
What am i talking about?
Those simple things in life like not eating healthy, cravings and urges. For me, it feels so easy in the morning to make a plan forthe rest of the day, and yet at some point, that plan goes out the window. What is it that i want out of life? The reason why i make these goals and plans for my life, and yet they never happen. Why?
I believe because i do not really make the goals with a plan, integrated into my life with purpose. I also believe that it really depends on my personal energies at the time. If my energy is low, no matter the goals or plans, they will never be put into action because i am not able to maintain the energy needed to inspire the want. For example, Fatigue, when i am tired all i want to do is to just relax after a hard day. When that fatigue is a result of stress and anxieties, all i want to do is anything that comforts me and allows me time to chill.
I know all i have to do is to set a plan in place and to follow it, and it does not seem like much, the little things that i want to change. But at the end of a long and stressful day, all i want to do is to rest, and i have conditioned myself on a certian way that that is acheiveable. And that way, is what i want to change.
This is where creating my purpose comes into play. I believe that for me to actually live the life i am meant to live, i have to be on purpose. I have to understand and to sense my purpose, and yet i also have to create purpose(s) that aligns with my life purpose. If this purpose is not fullfilled, i will not be fullfilled or satisfied.
How do i create my purpose? How do i understand my purpose?
By defining, to myself, what my purpose is and actively pursuing it.
Defining my purpose to myself, i will then have the ability to create the purpose that will align purposes of creation and to then live every day with purpose.