There is a confusion within myself between the aspects of self development and inner advancement. To myself for many years the two meant the same, but are not.
Self development is any means that advances the confidences, worth and love of self. As well as external development of the physical world that is being lived at this moment of time. Ei; Educational based knowledge, employment and societal acceptance and compliance, family and friends adaptations and understanding.
Inner development is the very basis of self development, but with much more depth, a form of strict discipline and resilience and a greater understanding of the Universal laws of cosmos and existence.
To understand the difference, to even realize that there is a difference has taken many years, and to fully understand will take many more, possibly even decades. To live with the conscious reality of inner development will take many life times and to finally fully able to comprehend the complexities of inner development will not be the end of learning, but the beginning of experience.
So why am I so impatient to learn it all now?
I am human.