I am on a quest, as I believe that many of us are, though, i also believe that many do not know they are on a quest. That is fine, it is not part of my quest to go out there and to tell any one else what their quest is, my quest is to know that i have a quest, and to share that knowledge and experiences gained while doing my quest, with any and all that are seeking also on their quest. This quest that I speak of is that of purpose, the reason why I am here and the purpose of it all.
While the experiences discovered and gained are an enlightenned expansion of my consciousness and the very first impulse is the need to share this extraordinary sensation, I must not. The sharing of information to those that are not prepared to be or the want to be intitiated into the knowledge of the higher worlds, while it is not wrong, or a divulgance of secrets, it is a drain on ones inner energy. The term “Soul sucking” comes to mind, though not in an intentional negative sense. For those not yet ready to be intitiated, the information shared will have no meaning and will effectively be a loss of energy for those imparting this knowledge. Much like a rain barrel that is already full of water and yet as more water comes down the spout there is a need for the extra water to overflow and spill over the sides. We are all rain barrells, though there are some that have learned about the barrell and have an understanding of what they need to do so as not to have an overflow of thought and energy. One of my very first steps in attaining the knowledge of the higher worlds, I have learnt and am still adapting to is the knowledge and understanding that i do have, an urge and a need to share this information, while it is available to all, I must be selective to those that I do share it with. With those that are not ready, the energy expenditure far outweighs the experience gained by the transfer of knowledge. What this means, all transfer of knowledge from one to another induces an expansion of thought and consciousness. Transmuting one’s previous knowledge by a process that is much like that of a chemical reaction. Taking a new thought of knowledge and sharing with another, that is also on conscious quest with purpose, will produce this chemical reaction of thought, where once thought is transmitted, another thought will be generated, by the one recieveing, who then will transmit a new generated thought, expanding new thought into yet another new thought, etc. Though, when the process does not generate expansion of new thought that inspires the growth of another new thought of discovery and experience, it is like the rain barrell overflowing, and the energy is not harnessed and used, but released and lost.
This is what I call unintentionable soul sucking, when the one I am sharing my information with, does not understand or is even on the level of understanding even minutely close to my own, i am expending my energy with no return on the energy used.
One of my very first lessons, I am still very new at all this learning and training in the esoteric sciences and it is only natural to have my energy increase with inspiration and excitement, but i must hold on to my energy because to drain it, takes much more to replenish it. That is a very small part of my overall understanding, though it has so much depth to it. My sharing of information needs to be thought out and held on to, not in a secretive way, but in a protective way. I need to learn how to protect my own thoughts of new found inspired energy from the unconscious, un-intention energy drain, soul sucking, of those not on conscious purpose quest. The hardest part is to stay focused on my quest purpose while still being an active and social partof this life I am living now.