I once heard a quote, It was something like this, “The curious paradox of life is that when we accept who we are, that is when we can change.”
I have always loved this quote, and in all honesty, I did not realize the actual meaning of it until recently.
I have always been drawn to the phenomenom of life, the mystical or metaphysics aspects of knowing and being. I could go so far as to say that i have been searching for the meaning, or my meaning, my purpose in this life. I think that it is safe to say, every human being has this curiousity, consciously and unconsciously. In our own way, we are all looking for this purpose and meaning. I know, that many have found it. That is, anyways, a form of purpose, but I am not going to get into that at this moment. All I will say, there are many different options for all of us to have meaning and to give ourselves the illusion of purpose for our life.
What we fail to understand, purpose in life is different than what purpose do I have here, What is my purpose? In this body, on this earth. How does it connect with cosmic energy and that of existence?
I have many different purposes, all that have meaning and reason. I am a Son, Brother, Husband and Father. Cousin, Friend, aquaintance and work collegue. The many different categories of our life, determines our every day purpose. There is a meaning why we have a family and friends. There is a reason why we do what we do, say what we say. They all tie into the purpose(s) that we have created for ourselves.
But again, what of the purpose that we are here for? Why are we here? Or Why am I here? Who am I? What am I supposed to do? In this life?
I believe that we are all here for purpose and meaning, and that is to learn and to experience, not just in this life, but to accumulate this knowledge and experience over many different lives, every life will have new and different meaning and purpose. The reasons may all be the same or different with each life, to progressively enhance our own sense of consciousness. The continued search for knowledge and understanding of the fundamental cosmic meaning and purpose of existence. Deep down, we all have this basic desire and urge to eplore, to learn and to experience. Though hidden through many different layers of our own human condition distractions of life….or survival.
I used to believe that I may just be able to share with and help other’s to expand their consciousness of this basic fundamental human desire that we all share to learn and experience. I feel a deep seeded connection to this purpose in life, to expand myself and others, to seek for cosmic understanding of existence. I still know that that is a purpose of mine, though now i think that it might have been from a previous life, or possibly for the next. I do not think that I am ready at this time to have all of my focus and mindful attention solely reserved for the training of others. I am still in the exploring and experiencing phase of my human condition. Though, I do know, that given the intuitive thoughts and visions that I have recieved over the past many years, I am to also share and to guide others on this path. It is the only way that I myself can also continue to progress and evolve my own sense of being and identity.
So, with that, I must admit to myself, that while I am seeking and searching for my own meaning, reasons and purpose, and to begin to understand what that means, I must also focus on myself. Consciously knowing that I can not live a life of fantastical thought and dreams, being lost in reverie of something more, something different. I must in this physical form know and believe that I alone, create the life that I have, outside of the purpose for my existence. But knowing this, It is now my purpose to merge the meanings and reasons of material, with those of cosmos, divinity and existence. This is when comprehension and understanding begin to unfold.
Identity and being expand and the knowledge of higher worlds unfold for my consciousness to know.