Category Archives: Journal

I so want to keep going on and on with my post yesterday about time and anxieties, but i have found with myself, i can get stuck on a thought and eventually realize that all i have been doing was … Continue reading →

Time, for myself, is my biggest anxiety. I could start by saying that time is an illusion created by man, but, that is only half true. Time is and always will be a part of existence, as we can see … Continue reading →

I do believe that we are eternal beings. I can not really explain what I mean by that, do I mean on a conscious level of being? Possibly. Do I even know what that means? Not really. Do I have … Continue reading →

“Why did I do that?”Now, I am no expert, but when the first thought I have in the morning is a question to myself about myself, it may or may not be a good  a day. Usually that question when … Continue reading →

I am on a quest, as I believe that many of us are, though,  i also believe that many do not know they are on a quest. That is fine,  it is not part of my quest to go out … Continue reading →

One of my little OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) things is that I have a need to explain why and what I am doing, and many times, I over explain🙃. Just one of my things, i get it in my head … Continue reading →

I once heard a quote, It was something like this, “The curious paradox of life is that when we accept who we are, that is when we can change.”I have always loved this quote, and in all honesty, I did … Continue reading →

As i explore more and delve deeper into the esoteric realms of knowing and understanding, I come to realize that it does all make sense, that while the peices of the puzzle of existence are all around us, many of … Continue reading →

There is a desire within me,  to be me, to be more than I am. This desire is hard to explain. I want to be like and accepted by others, by those that are part of my life, or is … Continue reading →