Author Archives: Colin Scheerschmidt

Sept 7/8 2023. Free will

What ever doesn’t kill us makes us stronger. The stuff that makes life hard only makes us stronger. No pain no gain. It isnt worth it if we dont have to work for it. We have all heard these little … Continue reading

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Sept 6 2023

what really frustrates me is the fact that no matter how many times i makeit through one of my rough patches in life, just the way that this life is set up, i know that it will happen again and … Continue reading

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Sept 5 2023

I wonder from time to time, what is and what it is meant to be?This sounds deep, but in the whole scope of my existence, does any of it have any meaning? Yes i know, this is one of those … Continue reading

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Sept 4 2023

As I develop a deeper sense of myself, everyday, I realize also that i get stuck in patterns and habits of old. Thoughts, opinions, behaviours, become apparent when i search deeper within as to who i am, what is my … Continue reading

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Sept 3 2023

My mind really likes to run around inside my brain, up and down, side to side. At times the thoughts come so fast that i can not keep up and i get overwhelmed. These thoughts are usually unfounded, end of … Continue reading

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Sept 2 2023

Changes, we all go through them, nothing stays the same, everything changes. I could write some examples, like the seasons, body growth, maturity, knowledge, erosion and age. I have been going through changes myself for quite awhile and every once … Continue reading

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Sept 1

I so want to keep going on and on with my post yesterday about time and anxieties, but i have found with myself, i can get stuck on a thought and eventually realize that all i have been doing was … Continue reading

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Aug 30-31 2023

Time, for myself, is my biggest anxiety. I could start by saying that time is an illusion created by man, but, that is only half true. Time is and always will be a part of existence, as we can see … Continue reading

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Aug 28 2023

Journaling for me is a way to get my thoughts onto paper so that I might just be able to seperate them and see them one at a time instead of all jumbled up within my head. I have been … Continue reading

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Aug 26/27

I do believe that we are eternal beings. I can not really explain what I mean by that, do I mean on a conscious level of being? Possibly. Do I even know what that means? Not really. Do I have … Continue reading

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