Author Archives: Colin Scheerschmidt

Sept 26 2023. Taking care of myself

This sounds really self explanatory, taking care of myself. But, in reality, it is one of the hardest things that i have to do every day. There is so much to taking care of myself, not just the eating properly … Continue reading

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Sept 25 2023. The knowing

Working on myself i realize that there is a lot to me, more than i knew before. Everday, if, and when i pay attention, i can learn something new. Most of it so subtle that unless i am really and … Continue reading

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sept 21 2023. Defining purpose

Why do i do, what i do, when i do not want to do it?If i do not like doing what i do, then why do i do it?This seems like crazy talk, the simple answer being, if i do … Continue reading

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Sept 20 2023

Have you ever wondered, what is it all for? Everything that i do in this life? The love, pain, frustrations, hopelessness.Yes, i know, that is all part of the human condition, but can i even make any little bit of … Continue reading

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Sept 19 2023. Purpose

I have decided to start titleling some of my journal enteries, specifically those that have a reoccuring thought pattern in my life. For example, Purpose. I have written, journaled and blogged lots about what purpose is and what it means … Continue reading

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Sept 16, 2023. Pre-determined Free Will

What if our live’s are pre-determined? We have all heard the theories, and i am not going to list them all here. In a nutshell, our life has been planned out. Everything that has happenned and will happen is all … Continue reading

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Sept 14 2023

I missed a few days journaling, and at times i feel guilty that i am in fact letting myself down, then i realize that i am not letting myself down, i am changing up my routine. It is one thing … Continue reading

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Sept 11 2023

There are momnets where every thing feels ok, like everything is supposed to be the way it is supposed to be. Even though not much has changed from the day before. I think it is becauae i am becoming more … Continue reading

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Sept 10 2023

There are many past blogs and journey entries that i have made that toucheed on the subject of being frustrated with this life. To clarify this even more within my own head, It is not just with life that i … Continue reading

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Sept 9 2023

When i look at my life, especially the aspect of working and living, I get a sense of what i might just call boredom with a tinge of frustration. I feel that there is so much more for me to … Continue reading

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